I was involved in a 4-car accident. I drove car number 2. Nobody got hurt, but my car was the only one not able to drive out of this. I am thankful for a) that it’s not my fault and b) that insurances are covering all of the cost of about $5000. Let’s see the positive side: my garage will clean the car as well, it was time for that.
4-car Accident #
28. August 2002 00:00
Maria Chose to Walk Her Own Away #
28. August 2002 00:00
Unfortunately Maria chose to walk her own way, seperate from mine. I am making this entry Sept 5th because it took me until today to come to terms with the pain this means for me. Imagine this: You meet a girl, you just *know* she is the one, but because she is focussing on herself, she could not care less. I feel like I am screaming through thick security glass but cannot be heard.
I am pondering thoughts like “what fun is life if you cannot say that you are loved?”. What a mess. My shrink will have her hands full repairing it. The only reconciliation I have is that I can still hope: seven years from now, if we are both unbound, I’ll ask her to marry me.
One For the Road #
28. August 2002 00:00
One for the road! The damage on my VW Polo was more extensive then the remaining value of the car itself. So was was quasi-forced to get a new car. I got a new VW Golf 4, 100 horsepower, 5 gear tiptronic automatic, storm-beige metallic with aluminium tires. Because it was a presentation car I got it for a substantial discount. It is a wonderful car, I am in love with it. The only thing that it is missing (for now) is GPS.
Oh, and this car is vegetarian just like me! It feeds on Bio-Diesel brewed from Austrian plants!